Being Totally Me
You may think it's easy
To be what you never wanted to be
You may think it's breezy
To be in the times you'd never thought you'd be
That's just how it feels of being me
Lonely, boring and saddening
You may see that those won't desribe me dearly
Until you realize one day how pathetic things can be
Got around the clock, each day and each night
Tried my very best with all my might
Still things won't seem to be able to be right
Wished sometimes I'd be out of the world's sight
Tired of going through the same thing
Over and over again
Still everything seems to be not of what I've always wanting
Still I'd stumble repeatedly, going through the same pain
You might think I'm helpless
When I just need the quietness
You might say I'm pathetic
When I say that I need to be static
After all the rumble and the sadness
In the longest period of loneliness
I'm getting sick of each day coming
For I've no more idea about fixing things
For I've grown tired of trying
You might think it's easy
When it's not easy at all
As easy as it may seems
For being totally me

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