I REMEMBER
I can remember the first words you said to me that made you catch my eye,

They were something like hey, hello or hi.

From that moment on I began to fall for you,

It wasnt going to end in a good way, my heart only knew.

We talked for a few days

And we began to share out ways.

Now as i sit here and think about the one night we shared,

I wounder how you felt, or even if you cared?

Did the things we did mean anything at all?

or was i just another dumb person for you to call?

I thought that we would be together for awhile,

Because everything you did and said would alway make me smile :)

The ride we took was something special to me,

But i guess thats just too difficult for your eyes to see :(

From that night on everytime i saw you my heart skipped a beat.

And my mind would go back to me sitting in your passengers seat.

I felt so confortable and wanted when you were near,

I thought that my heart would never have anything to fear.

I began to give you pity when you told me you just ended a serious relationship.

You told me how the girl was drunk one night and took a guy in more than just a freindship

We talked more often and i felt as if i was stocking

I became depressed as a few days past without us talking.

As i was communicating with this one guy

He told me that you and that girl were back together and that was no lie.

I decided to call you and see what you had to say.

you told me it was true but i just couldnt find a way.

You told me that it would be better if we didnt talk

And i became angured and went on a walk

I couldnt understand why?

From that i couldnt control myself and i began to cry.

I remember the time you told me we would become more than just friend,

you told me that when school came we would have no ends

Finally when school came and I saw you everyday,

I could'nt depart my feelings in any-way.

We started to talk a litte as before,

And my heart had that feeling just once more.

I knew that I had to try and find a way to bring my feelings to an end.

But i couldnt do just that and i fell for you all over again.

The day finally came when we brought our feelings back

My life revolved around you without any slack.

I went plaaces just so that i could see you

It wasnt the right thing for me to do and yes i knew

As a month or two faded past,

you came to my friends house and i knew it wouldnt last.

then as your one friend began to like mine

I knew then that we sould have drawn the line

But i couldnt do just that because i was falling too deep.

From then a differnt night you tried to take a leap.

You tried to kiss me but i refussed because i had that feeling that it just wasnt right

we began to argue and it turned into a huge fight.

I did something that i souldnt have done

I knew you wouldnever forgibe me for this one

I told that grl about thoses nights

And showed her the evidenve for what i thoguth was right.

All of us together was turning into a nightmare

And the things we once had i knew we would never again share :( :(

you and her had broked up and i felt really bad

I didnt know why i did what i did to make you so sad?!?!?

As a few weeks past by

I didnt talk to you at all and i began to sye

Everyone told me that younz were going to be united forever

But as i talked to her i didnt see that coming together

I guess i was wrong for thinking in that was

Because everyone was right now what can i say??

now that we dont talk at all

everytime i see you my heart seems to fall

i wish i havent did as ive done,

because now tha your gone i feel that i cany have any fun

If there was anything that i could do to repeat the night we had

I would be willing to do ANYTHING and be more than just glad

But i guess there isnt much i can do nor say

That would ever make you change your way?!

What ive done to you was wrong and i wish i wouldnt have done it

So that you can see the real me again and foget all the dumb shit

but as i said before there is obviously nothing for me anymore

so all i can do is wish you the best of luck with her and ill stay sore

one last thing i want to say

is that im always going to be here even if im in the way

im here to talk to you about anything at all

even if its when your happy or glad ; sad or mad all youve got to do is call

ive never felt this deply about anyone before

even thought we were only friends and nothing ever more

i feel so happy and comforable when you are near

and thats when i feel like i have nothing to fear

i feel as i could go on forever with things i want to say

but then i think and realize that your not listen nor paying any attention to me in any way

but i just wish that i was the one you say

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