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Stupid Saturdays and Sundays
years after coming out
but going nowhere
lost in my path
lost in my direction
a journey so long and tiring
dont seem to end
cant end it though
crossroads of paths
the more i go through
the more weaker i am getting
the more weaker i am
the more i want to give up
i am tired
i dont want to think
i dont want to choose
if there is a supreme
decide for me
make my path
clear my thoughts
i dont want to decide
i am lost
i am in pain
i dont want to wear a mask anymore
i dont find comfort in that mask
only suppressing my sadness
life has no meaning anymore
maybe now
i dont know
i cant decide
i am scared
i am lonely
i am bleeding
maybe i will have more years of pain
maybe its fated
maybe its mockery
anyhow i want to see how far i can go
i will walk through this journey alone
if You think its not enough
play me out, give me death
i dare You
i am alone anyway
i have nothing to lose
i have nothing to hope
stupid, i hate weekends