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My Happy Life
Don't let me dream too far, confine me to the world inwhich you lived. For you are afraid that I will become spoiled, and aventually add up to nothing.
Money shouldn't control your life, yet you let it take hold. My dreams are realistic, and so are my wishes.
I love to live life, as much as I love Macaroni and Cheese.
My friends give me the laughter inwhich I need to get over things, and to move on. Without them I would be left with no where to turn.
I am happiest in a car with my friends, loud music, windows dowm, dissing guys, which i'm sure they do the same.
Forever is a tainted word, that drips off luscious tounges like honey. Meaningless, and sweet. Hiding pain and misery. I don't want to hear it, yet I listen.
Drowning in life, i'm left hopeless.
Struggling to understand life, while juggling it. I have never been compitant, or cordinated.
I'm waiting for life to surpise me. To tell me that it has all been a joke. And, that all of this depressed misery was just a mask. It doesn't and I drone on with the rest of the world.
Biting my tounge when angry horns and evil words bring emothin on the road. And, holding my temper as so not to scream back at the untrusting screamers.
But, sometimes something inside of me takes hold. And I am no longer an angelic 17 year old girl. Words fly from my lips that will send me to Hell. And, fits fly with intent to hurt, damage
all skin and bones it meets.
You would think I would be sorry. But, no. No remorse for the unliving.