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things in my head
 i am sorry
i feel this way...actually
i know that i'll hurt you
or scare you away
you are so different
while i am so wild
but something inside me
tells me to...trial
what if it's wrong?
what if it won't work?
but i need something stable
so i won't go berserk
why?
inside do i feel
i should do this
when it's impossible
for us to accomplish
like i said
a brother
a lover
but i want both
and if i choose one...

i value your friendship
more then you know
i can tell you anything
with out letting you go
you didn't want to get involved
but in a way you were
he wouldn't have been put away
if it wasn't for you
telling me i need to tell someone...

i am so petrified
even though i don't show it
things will be fucked up for me
and both you and i know it
so why do you want to get involved
why do you still want me
there is no reason
and that's what haunts me...

your life is good
and do you want to corrupt that?
you know what they will say
when they see us together
and that's what hurts
"she is such a slut"
"kathleen is a stupid bitch"
a slut? no
stupid? no...but sometimes a little slow

i know what they say about me
and you know that i try to block that shit out
but sometimes it's hard
even though i am so tough
like lerash said
no matter how tough i act i still am a girl
even though that is hard to admit
especially for me
but i still have feelings for you
like you are my best friend and further through
so you want to pursue something?
a date or two
i guess that's possible
for us to do

but understand
our friendship is first
no matter what any one says